a boring week

Have just realised that its' 19 days to my exam and I haven't started revising yet! also have an essay due on the same day. It has been such a stressful week that it's flown by.

With the boy's wobble at the start of the week and now my neck is playing up. Also lost my mental meds so that isn't helping. I hate putting things down then forgetting where I put them. It is so annoying.

Today I think will be spent in bed as I can't sit very well.

I have spent most of this week distracting myself and taking lots of photos.

I've even been messing around with photoshop and editied the picture of Diesel.

Got a rare picture of Sandy sat  still.

I love this picture of Jessie. Took it after she had been out all night. She looks so sleepy.



This week i did nothing

I seem to be doing anything but what I should be doing. Sean is settling into college which is good. Can't believe its only 4 weeks till passing in! time seems to be flying.

Diesel

I got myself a new camera, I need a hobby and this is something that I know I will enjoy.
Been busy taking photos of the animals. I love the one of Diesel its rare to get him looking so still!

I have booked a room for my eldests 18th birthday party. Can't believe that she's 18!! I feel so old. I've also got her some driving lessons booked with an instructor I trust.

I am getting behind on my applying psychology course. i haveno excuse other than I've been reading the True Blood books on my Kindle. The Kindle is brilliant its just a shame I can't read my course books on it as I can't get the font size right.

emotional wreck

I am coming to the end of the first week.

the first week

Well its been my first full week since I gave up instructing.

I ended my career with a pass, which is the best way to end.

Am I missing it? no, not at all. Although I've had other things to think about. My son has just started at AFC Harrogate (the army foundation college) and spent all last week preparing and sorting his kit (and there was a lot!).

We took him on Sunday, I knew I was going to cry but I lasted until we had to say goodbye. even though he's stayed at my mums, this is the first time that i no longer have any control over him and all his decisions are his. Also he's left home. He's the first one to leave and its the army. As proud as I am, its been a long road to get just to this point, I still will worry.

I've had some texts off him and he seems happy and is ironing!