I am in a very strange place.
Today my car was returned. I become very attached to my cars. Don't know why. I'd chosen the colour, what was going to be in it, everything. Id had it since new, delivered straight from the dealer.
At least it's last bit of work ended on a high, a pass. It felt like the last time i would be at that test centre. maybe it was. starting to wonder if everything over the last six months is a sign that its time to stop and concentrate on my degree.
Since Tuesday my life feels to have changed massively. That letter saying that the company no more was a shock. I am now relying on my franchise to fill my diary again. I have no work which means no money to pay said franchise. The response from my pupils has been heartbreaking, really have let them down. hate it when i have no control of things.
some haven't been very gracious in it, been rude and downright hurtful but a majority have understood that its out of my hands. yes its not nice having to find another instructor, especially when a test is looming, but i can't do anything.
so here i am sat waiting to see what is going to happen. Im taking a breath. sitting back and just looking at my options.
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