hate exams

This week i have sat my first exam in 7 years.

I am doing a psychology degree (stupidly thought it was a good idea).

I have a crap memory, it isn't built for exams. I will find anything to do other than revise. infact i will find anything to do other than study. Reading is hard for me. I find it tiring.

I had to memorise 45 key terms, and 4 chapters. 3 essays in total.

I have no idea how i did. I have no idea if i actually answered the questions or if i just babbled on for 17 pages.

I wasn't nervous/ I don't know if this was because deep down inside i knew i knew it.

On the morning of the exam I couldn't read anything else. I just sat staring at the pages, nothing going in.

I am now avoiding doing my research project. Its due tuesday, its been such a stressful week i can't face it so back to avoiding things again!